since that day
my life changed..not totally
but what i know, it changed
i have been face many problems
big burden
till sometimes i feel like a not sane person
i am not i am
i'm not myself anymore
i always cry, i always feel down
seriously
i'm a jovial girl but after that day
it hard for me to laugh
when people make jokes, it's difficult for me
i just smile
smile for what?
smile to hide my pain
i don't want anybody know about this
because i think,
if they know, it's useless
they can't give me a hand
they don't know what to do
they don't understand
they don't understand
so, better i just keep it myself
i hope, i will not face this for more time again
i don't know till when i can stand
i don't know